Get well soon.
I know what you are going through. I had a stroke last fall. It was the worst pain I have ever felt in my life. I had a blood clot moving through my brain from the rear to the front on the left side. I was hurting so bad, I was screaming at the top of my lungs. I finally went crazy and had security called on me. My wife protected me and would not let them hit or tase me. Someone finally got some needles in me and knocked me out. The doctors gave me some powerful blood thinners. Apparently, it dissolved the clot in my brain which led to my recovery.
I was in a comatose state for two and one-half days. I lost my speech and short-term memory.
Over time I recovered.
I think I had about 200 people praying for me. The prayers must have worked. Now, months later I`m almost fully recovered with no paralysis.
Good luck to you.
Guys, keep a close watch on your blood pressure. Long story.