A friend shot himself in the head, bullet penetrated the skin, did not enter the skull, detoured, exited at the other side...he's still alive... my point? If it's your time to go, it's your time... If it's not, no matter what you do to end your life, you will not succeed.... You can trade your scoot for a three or four or even a sixteen wheeler, it doesnt matter, If it's your time to go it's your time.... Mike, the deer was there, and your angels were there, those things happened for a reason...a reason only you can comprehend....